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Mon Nov 9, 2009, 10:22 PM
The world around us is indeed complex. And there isn’t a single person in this world who has no problems or hasn’t experienced some in their life. The world and every known creature as itself has as well experienced or is going through problems. So that’s the big word of the day.

Problem: Well with each problem there is a solution, as of scientifically terms state. So with each problem that occurs in our life’s we should be able to find a solution as of how to solve it. Correct? So why is that the common teenage/adult society finds a way to completely bring their day down upon themselves some to the point of snapping and with this snap doing negative things to hurt people around them or themselves in general.

Why we ask does the society not look for a solution? Well I was one of those and still am one of those people who take what society gives to me to heart, mind and spirit. And in society comes the people that walk along it and those people can be some of the nicest, meanest or worst people you could possibly run into.

I’ve had my fare share of the people that break and crumble you till your at a breaking point and feel like you don’t belong or that no one in this world cares about you. I’ve been tortured mentally to the point where I would stand in front of a mirror telling myself everyday, “You’re ugly, stupid, fat, pathetic, useless and a waste of time, why don’t you just die you stupid piece of crap I hate you I hate your body I hate everything about you!” I would try to pull out my hair cut up my arms and even to the point where I tried to rip my own face off.

People are cruel some are heartless but not one of us aren’t without a fault or problem. The bullies normally have problems at home and the bullied well they appear weak. The bullies pry on the weak. And the weak sit and take it. I’m in the weak category, therefore I am bullied. If you stand up for yourself the bullies will leave you alone if you sit and take it they’ll continue to do so as they know you will take it from them and they can just keep coming back.

People can also be temping and offer to you things that may just in fact destroy your very life. If you are doing drugs, I’ll let you in on a little secret. There not that great. I’ve been doing drugs for awhile and I feel lazy, bummed out and always in need of something that only makes me stupid. If you drink don’t do it all the time but on occasion it’s not that fun and anyone who is been drunk enough will tell you it’s not fun.

People can also be helpful. Keep your head up high and be open to the world around you. You never who you’ll run into but they can be the best friends if you run into someone special. Don’t let looks deceive you or words other people say get to know the person before you accuse them of being a way just because someone else told you they were. We’re full of false judgement no one knows anyone for themselves unless they figure it out for themselves.

My father always used to tell me the story of the scorpion and the frog. It goes a little something like this. “ The island was flooding and the scorpion looks at the frog and says “Hey can you give me a ride” the frog says “No you’ll sting me” the scorpion looks at the frog again and says “Why would I sting you if your giving me a ride we’d both die” the frog says to the scorpion “Alright hop on” half way across the water the scorpion stings the frog and the frog says “Hey why’d you sting me now we’re both going to die” the scorpion says to the frog “Because it’s in my nature.”


And with this comes a valuable saying stating that in human nature we are designed to do certain things. No one is 100% the same. Everyone is different whether it be in shape, size, eye color, skin or gender. We are all unique in personality and it habits, hobbies and problems. We all struggle and we all succeed.

No one should give up or end it all because no matter how hard our life seems to be things will get better. And that’s a promise. Hold your head up high your hands in the air and wave them just like you don’t care.

-Rant by Caitlin Furby

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:iconxxxlustdarknessxxx:
Thank you ^_^

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A silent whisper is all that is heard amongst her constant screams
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Hey what's up i'm max =]]]

So i just trolled your whole gallery - constant erection. My God you are so beautiful! What the hell lol?!

So you don't think i'm like 80... [link] is meee.

By the way you reply to comments to you seem like the coolest chick around =] i'd fall in love with you lol.

Peace beautiful.

<3 max
:iconxxxlustdarknessxxx:
Hey Max, I'm Caitlin. And thank you very much it's a pleasure to hear how you think I'm beautiful^_^ It's always nice hearing that from people. And yes I tend to have that affect on people lol ;). And It's good to know your not 80 that would be a little bit strange.

lol I'm an interesting person who is so open minded I'll talk about anything -shrugs-.

Take care<3

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A silent whisper is all that is heard amongst her constant screams
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Oh, i was amazed when i saw you i had to say something lol. Haha i'll bet =]]] You and your boobs paha!

i'll never be 80 i've decided. i'm going to be 18 forever XD

Until April 3 next year... (N)

So yeah, you're 18 hey? What do you do with yourself? Apart from play. Lol.


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